anawyn

I really need to rework my schedule to allow for important things. I'm not too happy I let myself miss the party last night, but I know I'd feel horrible for bailing out on my other commitment at the last minute. I just need to manage these things better, and make room for what's import.

Other than that, things have still been pretty up and down. My social and personal life has improved notably since FC, and I'm finally getting around to doing some of the things I've meant to do for years. It's like something finally clicked in my head there. I blame birds mostly. On the other hand, most other things haven't been going so well, mostly thanks to the economy. I suppose it's good that I chose now to start doing things that make me happy, or I'd probably be pretty depressed. I'm pretty good at being positive about things though, so I'm just going to assume things will work out and go on with my plans as intended.

Still intending to somehow get a suit, even if I'm currently unsure where the money will come from. I have at least a few possibilities open, but we'll see. Fairly set on what I want at least, and planning to get some artwork done. I've been leaning rather heavily towards a White-Tailed Kite, which just seems to speak to me for some reason. I think I like white feathers and striking eye colors on birds, the eye spot is neat too, though will need to be redone a bit for a suit head. Thinking about these things makes me happy, and with luck I can actually get something going. Before that though, I still have a tail to make.

So, I'm rather expecting to get hit by some variation on con sickness soon. I went into the con just recovering from something, and one of my roommates got hit pretty hard on the way out. I'm feeling just fine right now, but it feels like the odds are stacked against me. I'm hoping that being honest about my chances might be a better idea this year ;>

Otherwise just waiting on a lot of things I'm trying to put into play. The internet can be such a slow medium at times, waiting for emails to get noticed, thought about, and responded to, I seem to be in a bit of a holding pattern on some job, school, and fursuit things. I guess it's always been this way, I'm just feeling it more now that I'm actually trying to be more active.

I have been up to at least a little more as far as a tail goes. The local fabric has somewhat workable fur in the colors I want, but I don't really like the quality of the brown. My next couple days are fairly full, so I'll probably need to see about checking other places on Sunday, if they're open. We'll see how that goes, at least I can always keep checking, and work on getting together the other things I need in the meantime.

So, after several years with this account, it's time I actually wrote something. Trying to juggle several things right now, so it might be a bit short, we'll see.

I'm feeling a lot more active suddenly, after FC, more than I really have before. I sort of feel like I'm finally actually doing things, making some steps to really be a proper part of the furry community, and the world in general. It's nice, really, just thinking of things and getting them done. Despite a few looming problems in my life, I've been in a really excellent mood, and I'm ready to take on what comes.

It's amazing what a difference knowing a few more people was. I was actually fairly busy on my own, not just getting dragged around by others. I want to feel like this more, I really don't want to go back to the way things were. So, yay in any case :>